A THOUGHTFUL ARTICLE

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Oh no! I can't believe I've been used again!
I can't believe he lied that I was special and I believed him and released this heart I've tried so hard to keep from pain. I could recognize others the moment they came and shunned them off immediately,but with him it was different. ....he seemed so true,so different.
I toss and I turn
I cry and inside i burn
I bear a pain a dare not tell
It hurts so bad but i cannot yell.
No i can't yell for fear of criticism. .yes I'm heart attacked but i dare not call 911 because I aided and abated this crime. I should have listened when Abba said "stay away", i should have guarded my heart more diligently. I was careless. I trusted myself too much. Now here I am wallowing in pain, swimming in the pool of tears i dug.
I beg sleep to come, but all that keeps knocking is this migraine. ...this head keeps aching at the thought that I've been fooled again. I was just another girl to him and when he said "you're special" he meant special number 15, and that number too is shaky because I can be replaced anytime. .
Even with all the Scriptures I know, my heart still hurts so bad! With His promises stuffed in my mind tears still puddle at the corner of my eyes, threatening to drop.
If you're at this point in your life . emotionally battered and feeling like nothing.
I've been here time and time again. . So let's decide that we will not give the devil the pleasure of seeing us stay broken and apart. He expects us to become bitter and stay sad and away from God. But we are God's girls and God's boys. . We rise!
We know how the story ends. ISAIAH 60:15 is how the story ends. So in the mist of this storm ,we decide to move towards rest . it's not easy but through those teary eyes and pain ridden heart tell your self this truth. ."I am loved. I am held. I am a survivor"
ISAIAH 54 and Psalm 46 are great for seasons like this.
We will thrive.
# standing_amidst_pain
# surviving_heartbreak
                                                               Credits: Esang M. Hephzibar and Oluwaseyi Adaraniwon


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